http://lidiaanain.livejournal.com/ Lidia-Anain - LiveJournal.com Sun, 20 Apr 2008 01:21:35 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com lidiaanain 15241508 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/73871917/15241508 http://lidiaanain.livejournal.com/ 77 100 http://lidiaanain.livejournal.com/585.html Sun, 20 Apr 2008 01:21:35 GMT http://lidiaanain.livejournal.com/585.html Never before have my choices been so important.&nbsp; It really isn't about me anymore it is about them, my sons, everything I decide is also making a choice for them.&nbsp; Do I go for it and get my Masters as a Nurse Midwife?&nbsp; Do I keep on with the programming???&nbsp; Do I go for what will ultimately make me happiest???&nbsp; I don't know anymore because I don't want to make a bad choice for them.&nbsp; All I know is that I need to decide soon because I feel like I am stuck on cruise control on a looping highway.&nbsp; I can't stay in my lane anymore on this cruise control!<br /><br />Until another brief thought hits me, <br /><br />L-A http://lidiaanain.livejournal.com/585.html personal path raising sons life choices Mariah's E=MC² Mariah's E=MC² cold public 0