urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lidiaanain brief thoughts lidiaanain 2008-04-20T01:21:35Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lidiaanain:585 2008-04-20T01:21:35Z 2008-04-20T01:21:35Z Mariah's E=MC² Never before have my choices been so important.&nbsp; It really isn't about me anymore it is about them, my sons, everything I decide is also making a choice for them.&nbsp; Do I go for it and get my Masters as a Nurse Midwife?&nbsp; Do I keep on with the programming???&nbsp; Do I go for what will ultimately make me happiest???&nbsp; I don't know anymore because I don't want to make a bad choice for them.&nbsp; All I know is that I need to decide soon because I feel like I am stuck on cruise control on a looping highway.&nbsp; I can't stay in my lane anymore on this cruise control!<br /><br />Until another brief thought hits me, <br /><br />L-A